Sunday, March 29, 2009

Race Day


It's always a shock to the system once the gun goes off. Running, biking, swimming-- this was no different. You get the go signal and you plunge in. There's an eerie moment of calm before it sinks in and then you're all adrenaline...

...we woke at 4:30 AM to still dark skies, prepared our breakfasts, ourselves, made last minute checks to our gear and our bikes and then met downstairs at the hotel to head together as a group to the check in area. After we were numbered and had unpacked our bags and set up our bikes for transition, the sun was just rising as we began our warm-ups. It was crowded. People were rushing to and fro. Race officials shouted last minute instructions. We met thirty minutes before the start at the finish line to take our group photo and then gathered by the water for a last minute speech and a mental walk through of the course from coach. It killed my swim warm up time, but it was worth it, those last minutes of calm before the storm...

...and then there we were, splashing away, hundreds of kicking feet in front of me, clawing hands behind me and pushing bodies to my left and right. The swim start of a triathlon is no place for the claustrophobic. I was ready though and the water was warm and, while I can't say all that much for my swimming ability, I'll say this: I was satisfied. I came out of the water where I wanted to be and ran to the transition area to gear up for the ride. That's when it all fell apart.

I don't know if it was nerves, or my bad swimming habit of swallowing air when I breathe, but I was a belching, gagging wreck all through the ride. I pushed as hard as I could and was humbled by the strong cyclists who passed me. All through the road to the highway, down the highway to the turn-around and back to the resort I struggled on aching legs, bubbling stomach and lungs that just couldn't get enough air. I threw up in my mouth a little. It was not fun. At least, it shouldn't have been, yet there I was doing it and, as much as I wanted it to be over and done, I was having a grand old time.

For all the hoots and hollers that come with a ride headlong into tropical winds, I was glad to be back in the transition area and back in my element for the run. I trotted out gingerly, taking the first mile or so slow, as I promised myself, so my legs wouldn't cramp up. The weather was heating up, so I grabbed water at the first station. It was so icy cold that I nearly choked on the first sip. I threw the rest over my head, almost regretting it as I shivered, but knowing that I needed to keep my core temperature cool. I kept it together all through the first half mile, up the first small hill and then, as I came down the other side, I picked it up. I passed my first few runners and was, in turn, passed by one. I kept picking it up. When I hit the second hill-- the longest one on the course-- I was struggling a bit, but still I pushed. As I passed John-- the first teammate who was ahead of me, he shouted encouragement.

"Yeah Dave!", and then, seeing the back of my shirt, he added, "Do it for Brenden."

So I did.

No one else passed me on the run. I overtook the only other teammate ahead of me within a mile and then steadily picked it up from mile three to four. I pushed through four and five-- I was heating up like crazy now, my heels burning, my legs starting to ache, but still I pushed. Through the resort, over the goat path, along the lagoon, then back down to the lava trail on the shore I kept the pace. I struggled on the rocks a bit, but I was nearly there, I knew. By the time I hit the sand, I'd less than a quarter mile to go. I could see the finish, hear the music, and I was ready to be done. Across the foot bridge and over the soft sand I fled. Just a little ways more and the sand firms up. I told myself, as each step slipped back behind me and my form wavered in all directions. With about two-hundred meters to go, the sand did become firmer and that's when I sprinted out whatever I had left.

At the finish line, I collapsed. I sat for a good minute or two, collected some water and some Gatorade and the threw myself back into the bay to cool off-- best dip in the ocean ever.

and then I was done.

Thank you to everyone who donated to my fundraising page. Thank you to everyone who supported me. Thank you to Team In Training-- to my coaches, mentors, and teammates. Thank you to Brenden Foster for the inspiration to finish without leaving anything behind.

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Race Day
Olympic distance triathlon: 2:35:47

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Hawaii Time

I was much less nervous about my race in the days leading up to it than I had expected. At least part of this probably had to do with being in paradise. It's not that I wasn't busy. There were course previews and light workouts, bike unpackings, meal planning, hotel check ins, logistics and planning, but there was also sitting by the pool and having one or two cocktails. Not too many though. By Saturday morning, I was healthy and I was ready.

No excuses.


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Day 73 of training: (Thursday - 10 mile bike, 1.5 mile jog, .5 mile swim)
Group rides: 5
Solo rides: 10
Resistance training: 4
Spin classes: 11
Pool Swims: 12
Maintenance Runs: 19
Ocean Swims: 14
Track/speed run workouts: 5
Bike/Run Bricks: 3

Practice Triathlons: 1

Day 74 of training: (Friday - course preview)
Group rides: 5
Solo rides: 10
Resistance training: 4
Spin classes: 11
Pool Swims: 12
Maintenance Runs: 19
Ocean Swims: 14
Track/speed run workouts: 5
Bike/Run Bricks: 3
Practice Triathlons: 1
Race Course Previews: 1

Day 75 of training: (Saturday - easy bike ride)
Group rides: 6
Solo rides: 10
Resistance training: 4
Spin classes: 11
Pool Swims: 12
Maintenance Runs: 19
Ocean Swims: 14
Track/speed run workouts: 5
Bike/Run Bricks: 3
Practice Triathlons: 1
Race Course Previews: 1

Monday, March 23, 2009

Nearly There

In less than five days I'll be in the water, trying to stay calm, trying to swim fast, trying not to get my face kicked by the competitors in front of me. It's closing in.

Since the start of things in late November I've biked, swam and ran the miles through fatigue, injury and mental challenges. I've raised over $5700.00 for The Leukemia & Lymphoma Society. I've met my goals and I'm proud of that, really, but it was easy. As coach says: "Triathlons aren't hard. Chemotherapy is hard."

I'm lucky. I can do this triathlon. I can get out of bed in the wee hours of the morning on the beautiful island of Hawaii and I can push myself to the limit for over two and a half hours (and hopefully under three). I get to experience the scenery, the weather, the wind on my face and the freedom of being able to take my body places most people never get to. I can do these things because I am healthy and I will do them in honor of those who can not, because they struggle with cancer.

I've been fortunate to not have cancer affect very many people close to me. Our honored teammates who are survivors and the stories we have heard about those who were not so fortunate are reminders to be thankful that I'm alive and well. Did I have a tough week this week? Sure, but I had a week and I'm glad for every minute of it. Really, I've got nothing to complain about.

I've had the emotional support of many of you and you're reached out and supported Team In Training's mission to fundraise for The Leukemia & Lymphoma society and helped me reach my goal. I'm proud to call all of you my friends. I will be thinking of you and trying not to let you down during my race.

I've decided I don't care about how many people I pass or what my final time is so much as I care about this one thing: that I give it my all. I want to cross the finish line with no regrets and nothing left and for that, I'm going to need some extra strength. So I'd like to tell you about Brenden Foster.

This remarkable eleven-year-old from Washington fought bravely for three years against leukemia. Towards the end of his struggle, he made a wish and it wasn't to go to Disneyland or to get a new toy. It wasn't anything for himself. Seeing some homeless on the street, Brenden wished to help them.

On November 21st, 2008, Brenden lost his battle to leukemia, but not before winning a victory much larger. His selflessness inspired others across the country to take action in their communities and make a difference. From Seattle to Los Angeles, Florida to Ohio, people organized food drives, passed out sandwiches and donated to food banks.

Can you imagine? If I faced what this child, twenty-two years younger than me, had to come to terms with, I would have withered into a puddle of self-pity, but Brenden faced up to the hand he was dealt and made a difference. I have requested permission from his family to compete in the lavaman triathlon in his honor and to wear his name on my jersey. If I can do this race with the barest sliver of the courage that Brenden had, then I know I'll finish without anything left behind.

Some people tell me that I'm doing a good thing, volunteering, raising money for LLS. Some friends have even called me inspiring. I'm doing this race because I can. It's that rare breed like Brenden who is truly inspiring. All I'm doing is chasing after them to catch a little of their glow.

Thank you to everyone who has helped me get this far.

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Final training week:

Day 66 of training: (Saturday - Practice Triathlon)
Group rides: 4
Solo rides: 9
Resistance training: 4
Spin classes: 10
Pool Swims: 12
Maintenance Runs: 16
Ocean Swims: 12
Track/speed run workouts: 5
Bike/Run Bricks: 3

Practice Triathlons: 1

Day 67 of training: (Sunday - 1.5 mile Ocean Swim)
Group rides: 4
Solo rides: 9
Resistance training: 4
Spin classes: 10
Pool Swims: 12
Maintenance Runs: 16
Ocean Swims: 13
Track/speed run workouts: 5
Bike/Run Bricks: 3

Practice Triathlons: 1

Day 68 of training: (Monday - 15 mile bike ride)
Group rides: 4
Solo rides: 10
Resistance training: 4
Spin classes: 10
Pool Swims: 12
Maintenance Runs: 16
Ocean Swims: 13
Track/speed run workouts: 5
Bike/Run Bricks: 3

Practice Triathlons: 1

Day 69 of training: (Thursday - 7 mile run)
Group rides: 4
Solo rides: 10
Resistance training: 4
Spin classes: 10
Pool Swims: 12
Maintenance Runs: 17
Ocean Swims: 13
Track/speed run workouts: 5
Bike/Run Bricks: 3

Practice Triathlons: 1

Day 70 of training: (Friday - spin class)
Group rides: 4
Solo rides: 10
Resistance training: 4
Spin classes: 11
Pool Swims: 12
Maintenance Runs: 17
Ocean Swims: 13
Track/speed run workouts: 5
Bike/Run Bricks: 3

Practice Triathlons: 1

Day 71 of training: (Saturday - 2 mile ocean swim)
Group rides: 4
Solo rides: 10
Resistance training: 4
Spin classes: 11
Pool Swims: 12
Maintenance Runs: 17
Ocean Swims: 14
Track/speed run workouts: 5
Bike/Run Bricks: 3

Practice Triathlons: 1

Day 72 of training: (Sunday - 3 mile run)
Group rides: 4
Solo rides: 10
Resistance training: 4
Spin classes: 11
Pool Swims: 12
Maintenance Runs: 18
Ocean Swims: 14
Track/speed run workouts: 5
Bike/Run Bricks: 3

Practice Triathlons: 1

Sunday, March 15, 2009

Bicycle Open House and Fundraiser


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We are having a fundraising event at Adams Avenue Bicycles in University Heights this Thursday evening from 7PM - 9PM. Select items will be discounted and 10% of sales will go the The Leukemia & Lymphoma Society. It is open to everyone, so bring friends and family.

This is a great shop for everyone to know about. They do a lot for LLS, including a standing 10% discount for all TNT participants. Please come check them out and support our fundraising. Details are in the flyer above. Please forward them to anyone who you feel may be interested.

Friday, March 13, 2009

The Injury Evasion Fandango

Not my favorite dance.

As I may have said before, I'm so used to worrying about my bad hip, that I've forgotten that it's possible for me to get injured elsewhere. So far in tri training I've lumbered through sore calves, pain in my left Achilles, creaky knees and, most recently, a muscle strain in my left quadriceps. Not too bad. There's ways to treat and even avoid injuries, but my moves are a little rusty. Always warm up slow and then stretch before any speed work. Stretch after each workout for a good 15 minutes, hitting all muscle groups. Ice anything that aches, 3 times a day for 20 minutes. Take ibuprofen sparingly, but take it when needed. Rest when you have to. I know the steps, but they no longer come as second nature. I've been cutting corners all over the place, stepping on toes and, frankly, it's starting to show.

Muscle tightness was never a problem for me before, but this week, the physical therapist showed me how I was bound up all over the place. He stretched me and kneaded out the knots and adhesions in my legs (quite painfully, I might add), showed me some stretches to do on my own, gave me ultrasound and cold laser therapy (that's a new one to me), taped me up and sent me on my merry way.

I feel much better.

Yesterday evening, I went on a tentative run and felt pretty good. I got in about 3 slow miles and felt like I could have kept going, but I wanted to stay safe. We've got a practice triathlon tomorrow.

This morning I rose early (for me) to swim the cove at 7:15. It was a perfect day. The sun hadn't yet breached the hills to the east when I got there, making the smooth water look like green glass. At the quarter-mile buoy, I turned and saw that the moon was still setting in the western sky. I felt balanced and calm, floating between the sun, which had risen behind me, and the moon in front. This is why I got up in the morning. This is the moment I love best in ocean swimming-- pausing for a few minutes in the middle, head bobbing just above the water line, to float under that great, big sky.

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Practice triathlon tomorrow at Moonlight Beach in Encinitas, if anyone wants to come cheer me on. Gun goes off at 7:30 am. With luck I'll be done before 9.

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In fundraising news, Adams Avenue Bicycles in University Heights has been kind enough to put together an open house for us on Thursday, March 19th from 7 - 9 pm. There will be discounted gear and 10% of the night's proceeds will go to The Leukemia & Lymphoma Society, so grab your friends and come on down. Details are:


Adams Avenue Bicycles Open House to benefit The Leukemia & Lymphoma Society

Thursday, March 19th, 7PM - 9PM

Open to everyone with discounts on selected items

Adams Avenue Bicycles
http://www.aabikes.net/
* 2606 Adams Avenue
* San Diego, CA 92116
* (619) 295-8500

10% of proceeds will be donated to Team In Training to help find a cure for blood cancers.


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and, as always, my training summary:


Day 59 of training: (Thursday - easy bike ride)
Group rides: 3
Solo rides: 9
Resistance training: 4
Spin classes: 9
Pool Swims: 11
Maintenance Runs: 15
Ocean Swims: 10
Track/speed run workouts: 5
Bike/Run Bricks: 3


Day 60 of training: (Saturday - Iron Mountain bike ride)
Group rides: 4
Solo rides: 9
Resistance training: 4
Spin classes: 9
Pool Swims: 11
Maintenance Runs: 15
Ocean Swims: 10
Track/speed run workouts: 5
Bike/Run Bricks: 3


Day 61 of training: (Sunday - Pool warm up and drills)
Group rides: 4
Solo rides: 9
Resistance training: 4
Spin classes: 9
Pool Swims: 12
Maintenance Runs: 15
Ocean Swims: 10
Track/speed run workouts: 5
Bike/Run Bricks: 3


Day 62 of training: (Monday - 1.5 mile ocean swim)
Group rides: 4
Solo rides: 9
Resistance training: 4
Spin classes: 9
Pool Swims: 12
Maintenance Runs: 15
Ocean Swims: 11
Track/speed run workouts: 5
Bike/Run Bricks: 3


Day 63 of training: (Wednesday - spin class)
Group rides: 4
Solo rides: 9
Resistance training: 4
Spin classes: 10
Pool Swims: 12
Maintenance Runs: 15
Ocean Swims: 11
Track/speed run workouts: 5
Bike/Run Bricks: 3


Day 64 of training: (Thursday - short run)
Group rides: 4
Solo rides: 9
Resistance training: 4
Spin classes: 10
Pool Swims: 12
Maintenance Runs: 16
Ocean Swims: 11
Track/speed run workouts: 5
Bike/Run Bricks: 3


Day 65 of training: (Friday - 0.75 mile ocean swim)
Group rides: 4
Solo rides: 9
Resistance training: 4
Spin classes: 10
Pool Swims: 12
Maintenance Runs: 16
Ocean Swims: 12
Track/speed run workouts: 5
Bike/Run Bricks: 3

Thursday, March 5, 2009

These Are A Few of My...

Swimming the La Jolla Cove may be what I love besta about San Diego.

Day 58 of training: (0.75 mile ocean swim)
Group rides: 3
Solo rides: 8
Resistance training: 4
Spin classes: 9
Pool Swims: 11
Maintenance Runs: 15
Ocean Swims: 10
Track/speed run workouts: 5
Bike/Run Bricks: 3

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Merely A Flesh Wound


Good news: the doc says that it's just a muscle strain and it should be better in a week or two.  I am cleared to swim and bike and do light running as pain allows.  I promptly got back in the saddle by taking the day off.

Day 57 of training: (Monday Pool Swim)
Group rides: 3
Solo rides: 8
Resistance training: 4
Spin classes: 9
Pool Swims: 11
Maintenance Runs: 15
Ocean Swims: 9
Track/speed run workouts: 5
Bike/Run Bricks: 3

Sunday, March 1, 2009

Slightly Later, Slightly Drunker

Let's be clear about one thing: this is not a cop out.

This is not to say that there isn't part of my that's glad that this whole race thing might not turn out to be as balls out as I had imagined. Sure, there's part of my that's glad that I have this excuse and that thinks maybe now I can just enjoy myself, but that's not it, is it? I'm going to do this and I'm going to train for this as best I can, even if that means nothing but swimming and aqua jogging til race day.

I'm sure I had more to say about this, but somewhere between starting to write this and finishing, there was poker night with the lads and all that, and now slightly drunker has become shnockered, so I'm going to bed on the couch and I'm going to say this just this one last time: This Is Not A @#$%! Cop-Out. I'm doing this race whether you like it or not.

So there.

PS: Give your money to my friends:
http://www.tinyurl.com/find-a-cure or http://www.tinyurl.com/cure-blood-cancer

Stress (fracture?)

After Tuesday's track workout, my left thigh started hurting a bit-- like a Charlie-horse. I didn't think much of it. The pain wasn't near any joints, so it was probably just muscular, and muscles heal. Wednesday was a swim, so it didn't much matter and didn't much come to mind. It became more persistent and, hence, more worrisome as Thursday wore on. Placing too much weight on my leg, making a sudden turn, even twisting my knee in a certain way, meant increasingly worsening surges of pain.

I've a bad hip and probably shouldn't be running anyway, but I feel like I know what the problem there is, know how much damage I'm doing to it and can, therefore, manage it. I'm so used to paying attention to what's going on there, that I'm afraid I forgot that I could get injured in other places too. Shooting pain from the middle of my thigh, whenever I put weight on it, could indicate a stress fracture. A few self tests, performed in my chair at work, didn't rule this out. Now, three days of rest later, without any improvement and I'm getting worried.

Well... I'm getting a little worried. If I was a real triathlete-- as in, if this were something that I was going to keep on doing-- then I would probably be upset, but I'm not. This is my first and last triathlon and, while it's disappointing that I might not be able to do my best during my one and only, I'm going to do it, get it over with and not look back. I could wimp out. I've met my fundraising goal and I could probably still go to Hawaii and cheer on my teammates, so it's not about the trip. I made a commitment, is what it is, and that commitment was more than to raise money. That commitment was to put myself through this training, to work as hard as I can, and then to throw everything I have at this race.

I promise I won't do any lasting damage. If an X-ray confirms a fracture, then It's to the pool for me for the next four weeks, but I'm doing the race if I have to bike one legged and walk the whole 10k.

I'm doing this because people with blood cancers are fighting for their lives and I'm not about to tell them that I give up.

Thank you for your support. Please help my teammates in their fight to raise awareness and funds for LLS:

http://www.tinyurl.com/find-a-cure or http://www.tinyurl.com/cure-blood-cancer
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This week's tragedy:

Day 54 of training: (Tuesday track workout)
Group rides: 3
Solo rides: 8
Resistance training: 4
Spin classes: 9
Pool Swims: 9
Maintenance Runs: 14
Ocean Swims: 9
Track/speed run workouts: 5
Bike/Run Bricks: 3

Day 55 of training: (Wednesday pool swim)
Group rides: 3
Solo rides: 8
Resistance training: 4
Spin classes: 9
Pool Swims: 10
Maintenance Runs: 14
Ocean Swims: 9
Track/speed run workouts: 5
Bike/Run Bricks: 3


Day 56 of training: (Thursday 3 mile run)
Group rides: 3
Solo rides: 8
Resistance training: 4
Spin classes: 9
Pool Swims: 10
Maintenance Runs: 15
Ocean Swims: 9
Track/speed run workouts: 5
Bike/Run Bricks: 3

Sunday, February 22, 2009

Sushi before ocean swim

Karmically, not the best decision, I realize, but the water was beautiful, once you got past the rough surf at the beginning and made your way through the cold spots. At the quarter-mile buoy, I met up with a guy who wanted someone to swim with and we set off for the half mile point. There's no marker there this time of year, so you kind of have to guesstimate it. He said he got nervous swimming alone. I don't see why-- he blew me out of the water. He got there a good 25 yards ahead of me and swam back so fast I lost sight of him after the first couple of minutes. Just trying to keep up made it one of my fastest miles to date probably (I don't swim with a watch).

Saturday we did a thirty mile bike/3 mile run time trial. Flat, windy, transition troubles and I got a flat. I nearly hit some recreational cyclists on the path near the end (their fault) and they were rude to me after. "Single file!" I sniped at them. I should have just kept my mouth shut and kept my focus. There's always going to be rude people. Instead I let them get to me and I forgot to use the last part of my ride to stretch my calves out. I felt like I was running on lead bricks the whole way and my quads ached like they never have before from a run. I've got to run twice as far for the race and all that after nearly a mile of swimming. I'm gonna hurl when it's all over. Just you see.

I almost skipped out on the ocean swim today, but I made it to practice just in time to hit the water for 1.5 miles. It was worth it. I love being in the water and I love the way it makes me feel after. I'm glad I found this sport, and glad it's something I might be able to do for the rest of my life, what with its low-impact nature and all.

So that's the news. Here's the break down:

Day 51 of training: (Friday 2/20 1 mile swim)
Group rides: 3
Solo rides: 8
Resistance training: 4
Spin classes: 9
Pool Swims: 9
Maintenance Runs: 14
Ocean Swims: 8
Track/speed run workouts: 4
Bike/Run Bricks: 2


Day 52 of training: (Saturday 2/21 30/3 mile bike/run brick)
Group rides: 3
Solo rides: 8
Resistance training: 4
Spin classes: 9
Pool Swims: 9
Maintenance Runs: 14
Ocean Swims: 8
Track/speed run workouts: 4
Bike/Run Bricks: 3


Day 53 of training: (Sunday 2/22 1.5 mile swim)
Group rides: 3
Solo rides: 8
Resistance training: 4
Spin classes: 9
Pool Swims: 9
Maintenance Runs: 14
Ocean Swims: 9
Track/speed run workouts: 4
Bike/Run Bricks: 3

Oh, I almost forgot. Thanks to all the generous support from friends, family, co-workers and even some strangers, I've met my fundraising minimum for this event. The important work of Team In Training and The Leukemia & Lymphoma Society goes on though. Please consider making a donation to one of my teammates:

http://www.tinyurl.com/find-a-cure or http://www.tinyurl.com/cure-blood-cancer

Friday, February 20, 2009

Another abandoned blog...

...not really.

Nor have I abandoned training (at least, not entirely). I just hit a little snag, but I'm getting back into the swing of things.

I got three hard days of training in before leaving for 6 days in Puerto Rico, during which I actually managed to get in an ocean swim. The Atlantic is considerably less forgiving an ocean than The Pacific, even in the Caribbean. You can't swim out past the break to get past the waves. They're everywhere. I finished the swim with scrapes on my knees and splinters in my fingers and toes. Splinters! From swimming! Who gets that?

After that it was pretty much a shambles. Four hard workouts and late nights with drinking (and dancing on a pole in a club) amounted to a two mile shuffle the next morning. Then that was that. Caught a cold at the tail end of the trip and pretty much an entire week was shot. Mentally I was out of focus and lacking determination. I kick-started things on Monday with a long-ish run followed by a spin class Tuesday and another short run yesterday. Last night was a day off for yoga class and this evening I'll try to get back in the ocean. Next week I'll start doubling workouts up.

I promise to try harder. This week I met up with an old friend from New York who was in LA for the week and learned that is son has been diagnosed with cancer. Triathlons aren't hard, chemotherapy is hard. Stop whining. Start getting in shape. There's work to be done.

On the plus side, I am now a mere $58 away from my fundraising minimum of $5450.00. Thank you to everyone who has donated. If you haven't been able to make a donation yet, please consider doing so today. I may be close to my goal, by The Leukemia & Lymphoma Society still has a lot of important work to do, and they need your help.

Thanks.

Here's the (rough) breakdown since my last post:

Day 37 of training: (Monday 1/26 approx 5 mile run and lifting)
Group rides: 3
Solo rides: 7
Resistance training: 5
Spin classes: 5
Pool Swims: 7
Maintenance Runs: 10
Ocean Swims: 5
Track workout: 2
Bike/Run Bricks: 2

Day 38 of training: (Tuesday 1/27 sprints in the sand-- approx 5 miles)
Group rides: 3
Solo rides: 7
Resistance training: 4
Spin classes: 5
Pool Swims: 7
Maintenance Runs: 10
Ocean Swims: 5
Track/speed workouts: 3
Bike/Run Bricks: 2

Day 39 of training: (Wednesday 1/28 pool swim and spin)
Group rides: 3
Solo rides: 7
Resistance training: 4
Spin classes: 6
Pool Swims: 8
Maintenance Runs: 10
Ocean Swims: 5
Track/speed workouts: 3
Bike/Run Bricks: 2

Day 40 of training: (Thursday 1/29 one hour biking on rollers)
Group rides: 3
Solo rides: 8
Resistance training: 4
Spin classes: 6
Pool Swims: 8
Maintenance Runs: 10
Ocean Swims: 5
Track/speed workouts: 3
Bike/Run Bricks: 2

Day 41 of training: (Friday 1/30 1.5 mile ocean swim brrrrr followed by lifting)
Group rides: 3
Solo rides: 8
Resistance training: 6
Spin classes: 6
Pool Swims: 8
Maintenance Runs: 10
Ocean Swims: 6
Track/speed workouts: 3
Bike/Run Bricks: 2


Day 42 of training: (Saturday 1/31 5.4 mile run on trails)
Group rides: 3
Solo rides: 8
Resistance training: 4
Spin classes: 6
Pool Swims: 8
Maintenance Runs: 11
Ocean Swims: 6
Track/speed workouts: 3
Bike/Run Bricks: 2


Day 43 of training: (Monday 2/2 spin class YOZERS!)
Group rides: 3
Solo rides: 8
Resistance training: 4
Spin classes: 7
Pool Swims: 8
Maintenance Runs: 11
Ocean Swims: 6
Track/speed workouts: 3
Bike/Run Bricks: 2


Day 44 of training: (Tuesday 2/3 track workout DOUBLE YOWZERS!)
Group rides: 3
Solo rides: 8
Resistance training: 4
Spin classes: 7
Pool Swims: 8
Maintenance Runs: 11
Ocean Swims: 6
Track/speed run workouts: 4
Bike/Run Bricks: 2


Day 45 of training: (Wednesday 2/4 spin and swim)
Group rides: 3
Solo rides: 8
Resistance training: 4
Spin classes: 8
Pool Swims: 9
Maintenance Runs: 11
Ocean Swims: 6
Track/speed run workouts: 4
Bike/Run Bricks: 2


Day 46 of training: (Friday 2/6 0.75 mile ocean swim in the Atlantic with splinters!!!)
Group rides: 3
Solo rides: 8
Resistance training: 4
Spin classes: 8
Pool Swims: 9
Maintenance Runs: 11
Ocean Swims: 7
Track/speed run workouts: 4
Bike/Run Bricks: 2


Day 47 of training: (Saturday 2/7 2 mile run SLLLLOOOOW and painful)
Group rides: 3
Solo rides: 8
Resistance training: 4
Spin classes: 8
Pool Swims: 9
Maintenance Runs: 12
Ocean Swims: 7
Track/speed run workouts: 4
Bike/Run Bricks: 2


Sunday: 2/8 - Sunday 2/15: A whole lotta nutin'

Day 48 of training: (Monday 2/16 approx. 6 mile run)
Group rides: 3
Solo rides: 8
Resistance training: 4
Spin classes: 8
Pool Swims: 9
Maintenance Runs: 13
Ocean Swims: 7
Track/speed run workouts: 4
Bike/Run Bricks: 2


Day 49 of training: (Tuesday 2/17 spin class)
Group rides: 3
Solo rides: 8
Resistance training: 4
Spin classes: 9
Pool Swims: 9
Maintenance Runs: 13
Ocean Swims: 7
Track/speed run workouts: 4
Bike/Run Bricks: 2


Day 50 of training: (Wednesday 2/18 3 mile run)
Group rides: 3
Solo rides: 8
Resistance training: 4
Spin classes: 9
Pool Swims: 9
Maintenance Runs: 14
Ocean Swims: 7
Track/speed run workouts: 4
Bike/Run Bricks: 2


Thursday 2/19: Yoga break.

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Further Musings From a Once and Former...

There is a saying that is popular with Team In Training that the coaches and mentors repeat at practice: "You think [insert workout type here] is hard? It isn't. Chemotherapy is hard."

Yes, it is easy to brush this off as a one-liner, but maybe instead you should think about it.

I awoke early this morning to aching knees which, as the humidly rises after five days of dry, sunny skies, continue to give me the occasional pang. I thought briefly this afternoon about skipping practice in favor of a slow, easy run, but then I remembered that there are people dealing with a lot more than a few aches and pains. Right now, someone is receiving Chemo; someone like you or me, someone older or younger; perhaps just a child; perhaps someone you know. That person is struggling with what this means for them, for their lives and longevity, while their hair falls out, while they get sick, while they deal with tubes and needles and cold hospital corridors under fluorescent light. Someone is struggling right now and, while it may not matter directly to that person if I finish this thing in under three hours or over six, I feel like giving it my all is the least I can do.

I made a commitment to a team, not just to raise money, but to compete in honor of those who struggle with cancer. The past couple weeks have been humbling. I've had many firsts-- or at least firsts for many years. I ran my first timed two-mile since I was eighteen, coming in nearly three minutes slower than I did back then. I drove home, feeling unsure about my ability to accept where I am with running after so many years away from it. I got on the phone with a friend from the college track team and told him that this one triathlon would be it for me. I couldn't compete without pushing myself as hard as I could, and I couldn't enjoy pushing myself through the pain and discomfort knowing that I had no chance to be truly competitive. As always, he put it into perspective:

"We did a lot back then, and it didn't seem like that big a deal... No. It seemed like a lot, but we did it somehow. You're working now with no base and, if you were to build that up again, you might be able to get back there, but it's a question of whether or not you want to put the work in".

He's right of course (He usually is). It's not just fourteen years and it's not just getting older. It's days and months and years of training. It's over ten-thousand miles end over end, day after day, run and now lost in the years in between. I could get them back, but I'd have to do it the only way possible. I'd have to run them again, and since I'm not willing and, perhaps, no longer able to, I'll have to be satisfied with the best I can do. Like my friend reminded me. It's not just whether or not I can win, it's whether I can push myself to do better and better each time. Existential crisis averted.

I'm done beating myself up and I'm done setting unreasonable expectations, and I'm also done with any excuses for slacking. Now I can get back to the business at hand of training for a triathlon. These past few weeks saw our first couple of brick workouts, our first group ocean swim at the shores (it was mostly practicing getting into and out of the water for the race, and I was behind in workout for the week, so I dropped my car off at the cove and swam across to meet the team). I've finally (thanks to our coach) found a pair of goggles that don't leak and don't dig into my nose. I've bought my first pair of tri-shorts and swam, biked and run in them. I've started taking showers with no hot water to condition my brain to be used to extreme temperatures (Try it. It works!). I've had plenty of times when I didn't want to workout and plenty of times, mid-workout where I wanted to quit or, at least, to slow down. When I didn't, it wasn't because I'm in great shape, or particularly tough or talented, it was because triathlon training isn't hard. Chemotherapy is hard.

So thanks to the mentors and coaches and thanks to everyone who has donated to The Leukemia & Lymphoma Society through my fundraising page.

I'm at $4382 now, over two-thirds of the way towards my goal, with about eight weeks left. Please help me get the rest of the way.

Day 27 of training: (Weekly Pool Workout)
Group rides: 3
Solo rides: 6
Resistance training: 4
Spin classes: 4
Pool Swims: 5
Maintenance Runs: 7
Ocean Swims: 3
Track workout: 1


Day 28 of training: (5 mile run with teammates)
Group rides: 3
Solo rides: 6
Resistance training: 4
Spin classes: 4
Pool Swims: 5
Maintenance Runs: 8
Ocean Swims: 3
Track workout: 1



Day 29 of training: (1 mile swim in the pool)
Group rides: 3
Solo rides: 6
Resistance training: 4
Spin classes: 4
Pool Swims: 6
Maintenance Runs: 8
Ocean Swims: 3
Track workout: 1



Day 30 of training: (Brick Workout to Lake Hodges)
Group rides: 3
Solo rides: 6
Resistance training: 4
Spin classes: 4
Pool Swims: 6
Maintenance Runs: 8
Ocean Swims: 3
Track workout: 1
Bike/Run Bricks: 1



Day 31 of training: (Bike Ride to Mission Trails)
Group rides: 3
Solo rides: 7
Resistance training: 4
Spin classes: 4
Pool Swims: 6
Maintenance Runs: 8
Ocean Swims: 3
Track workout: 1
Bike/Run Bricks: 1



Day 32 of training: (1/2 mile ocean swim)
Group rides: 3
Solo rides: 7
Resistance training: 4
Spin classes: 4
Pool Swims: 6
Maintenance Runs: 8
Ocean Swims: 4
Track workout: 1
Bike/Run Bricks: 1



Day 33 of training: (2 mile time trial)
Group rides: 3
Solo rides: 7
Resistance training: 4
Spin classes: 4
Pool Swims: 6
Maintenance Runs: 8
Ocean Swims: 4
Track workout: 2
Bike/Run Bricks: 1



Day 34 of training: (spin, then swim)
Group rides: 3
Solo rides: 7
Resistance training: 4
Spin classes: 5
Pool Swims: 7
Maintenance Runs: 8
Ocean Swims: 4
Track workout: 2
Bike/Run Bricks: 1



Day 35 of training: (a short run)
Group rides: 3
Solo rides: 7
Resistance training: 4
Spin classes: 5
Pool Swims: 7
Maintenance Runs: 9
Ocean Swims: 4
Track workout: 2
Bike/Run Bricks: 1



Day 35 of training: (bike/run transition workout)
Group rides: 3
Solo rides: 7
Resistance training: 4
Spin classes: 5
Pool Swims: 7
Maintenance Runs: 9
Ocean Swims: 4
Track workout: 2
Bike/Run Bricks: 2



Day 36 of training: (1 mile ocean swim and surf entry/exit drills)
Group rides: 3
Solo rides: 7
Resistance training: 4
Spin classes: 5
Pool Swims: 7
Maintenance Runs: 9
Ocean Swims: 5
Track workout: 2
Bike/Run Bricks: 2



Wednesday, January 7, 2009

14 years

That's how long it's been since my last track workout. Yesterday's was pansy-ass compared to what I used to do and it, predictably, kicked my pansy-ass as well. There was a time when I'd turn a 20 quarter workout in at about 63 seconds per quarter. We'd rest a 100 meters between each, 400 meters after every set of five. This was a tough workout, but not unreasonable.

Last night we ran 6 quarters after a ten minute warmup and an 800 at "training pace". The quarters were supposed to be at 60% (of max speed for 400 meters), then 70%, 80% and so on, up to 100%, then back down to 70%. We finished it off with another 800 at training pace.

The idea was to teach people about pace, who have no idea what their limits are. This was good for me because, frankly, I've no idea what kind of shape I'm in and my sense of pace is shot-- or so I thought. Turns out my sense of pace is OK. It's my sense of how fast I should be that's all out of wack.

I figured I could still turn in a 60 second quarter if the chips were down and I was asked to go all out (this is off from my best time of 52 -- I was never very fast), so I based my first four off of that and I hit the correct time on each, plus of minus a second or two. Not too shabby. After turning in the 90% at 73 seconds and not feeling too bad, I figured a 60 was in me.

I figured wrong. I ran 70 flat and felt that I gave it everything I got. There was a time when that was my mile pace (which is actually pretty damn slow for a competitive runner). I knew I was nowhere near that, but SEVENTY SECONDS? For an ALL OUT 1/4 mile?

Did I mention that running is hard?

PS I'm on pace with my fundraising at least, but I need your help for the final stretch. Please consider donating if you haven't already:
http://pages.teamintraining.org/sd/lavatri09/dtuffy

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Day 26 of training: (first track workout in 14 years)
Group rides: 3
Solo rides: 6
Resistance training: 4
Spin classes: 2
Pool Swims: 4
Maintenance Runs: 7
Ocean Swims: 3
Track workout: 1

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Holiday

The holidays were a bit of a shambles. Christmas week, I got two workouts in with a failed attempt at third when rain started pouring down on my bike (I got fifteen minutes of riding in, followed by two hours of cleaning grit off my bike). Family was here and I didn't take extra time off work, so training, and writing suffered.

Fundraising, however, is still on track. Tis the season and all.

If you haven't donated yet, please consider making a tax-deductible contribution to The Leukemia & Lymphoma Society for 2009, through my fundraising page:
http://pages.teamintraining.org/sd/lavatri09/dtuffy

I need your help to make it the last bit of the way.

New Year's week training was a little bit better, despite having a party to plan and execute, with five days of working out. See the daily breakdown below for details.

Getting back into the swing of things felt so good, I promptly took Monday off.

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Day 19 of training: (a short run)
Group rides: 3
Solo rides: 3
Resistance training: 4
Spin classes: 2
Pool Swims: 4
Maintenance Runs: 4
Ocean Swims: 2


I only got about three miles in. My family was coming into town, I was rushed and it was getting late.

Day 19 1/2 of training: (an utter failure)
Group rides: 3
Solo rides: 3 (and an aborted attempt at 4)
Resistance training: 4
Spin classes: 2
Pool Swims: 4
Maintenance Runs: 4
Ocean Swims: 2


It was drizzling when I took my bike out, and coming down pretty hard a few minutes later. Maybe on an older bike I would have kept going, but not with Alexandra.

Day 20 of training: (bike ride around Lake Murray)
Group rides: 3
Solo rides: 4
Resistance training: 4
Spin classes: 2
Pool Swims: 4
Maintenance Runs: 5
Ocean Swims: 2

It was sunny and clear today, clear as it only can be after the rain here in San Diego. It was a bit cool though, so I bundled up and rode east to lake Murray.

You'd think that San Diego would be a bicyclist's paradise, what with it being sunny and 60 - 70 degrees most of the year, but there are two things that prevent this from being the case:

1. San Diego has a policy of not fixing up the roads until they actually start to slide down the hillsides (literally: http://photos.signonsandiego.com/gallery1.5/071003soledad). What you end up with is rutted and cracked asphalt, potholes and bumps. Not fun.
2. Before you can get to anywhere worth biking, anywhere that's not an urban center or just stupid with traffic, you need to get in your car and drive there (or bike through the traffic for 30 miles first, but I'm not in that kind of shape).

The Lake Murray ride is a good compromise because I can take a relatively short route from my house on a main road and then cut off into some less traveled streets. With the exception of a rather harrowing jaunt across a freeway overpass with 4 entrances and exits and no bike lane, it's a pretty mellow trip to the lake, bumpy pavement notwithstanding. Once you get the the lake, it's smooth riding on the path, so long as you keep a careful eye out for dogs and kids and people who aren't paying attention to where they are going. It's a tree-lined, pretty path that looks more like New England than San Diego (ah, nostalgia) and wide enough to hit a good clip without hitting anybody else around the turns. Unfortunately, about three quarters of the way around the lake, the path ends at a big, chain-link gate and you have to turn around and go back the other way. Nice try San Diego Parks and Rec. Better luck next time. I give the ride four snaps in Z formation and a thumbs sideways for effort. 24 miles

Day 21 of training: (a longer run)
Group rides: 3
Solo rides: 5
Resistance training: 4
Spin classes: 2
Pool Swims: 4
Maintenance Runs: 6
Ocean Swims: 2

I left from my girlfriends house for this one and explored the neighborhoods from a slightly different angle. It was dark and kind of cold and I wasn't too happy about it. Maybe it was just one of those days that feels more difficult, or maybe running is actually pretty hard. 4.3 miles

Day 22 of training: (an attempt to ride to the office that fails)
Group rides: 3
Solo rides: 5
Resistance training: 4
Spin classes: 2
Pool Swims: 4
Maintenance Runs: 6
Ocean Swims: 2


I had to go home at noon for emergency repairs to the hot water faucet in the kitchen, which had decided to free-flow. I had the bright idea of riding my bike back to work, but didn't leave until late as the plumber took a while to arrive. I decided to take a "new route" which took me several miles down a road that turned out to be a dead end. I turned around and went home. It was dark. Lesson learned. 25 miles.

Day 23 of training: (running is hard)
Group rides: 3
Solo rides: 5
Resistance training: 4
Spin classes: 2
Pool Swims: 4
Maintenance Runs: 7
Ocean Swims: 2

I wanted to stop early. Oh yes, I wanted to stop early. In fact, I almost did. I gave myself several outs. In the end, I didn't. I'm not sure why. Yes. It's definitely that running is hard. 4.3 miles.

Day 24 of training: (my first crash)
Group rides: 3
Solo rides: 6
Resistance training: 4
Spin classes: 2
Pool Swims: 4
Maintenance Runs: 7
Ocean Swims: 2


I decided that I couldn't be afraid of getting my bike dirty. Bikes are for riding. So I took her out in the rain and got her good and soaked and dirty. I also had my first crash, the bike skidding out on a tight, blind right turn where a washout had strewn sand across the path. I felt her slip and started to jam on the brakes, which was probably the wrong move. I went down hard, but not fast on my right side, luckily cushioning the bike's fall. She skidded a bit, I skidded a bit. We both lost some skin, but no major damage. I got home, cleaned off a couple of nice raspberries on my hip and forearm and then spend another hour and a half cleaning all the grit out of my gears and chain. Took me two hours on Monday to get her back in tune, but I confirmed: no lasting damage. Whew. 40.4 miles.

Day 25 of training: (57 degree water is cold)
Group rides: 3
Solo rides: 6
Resistance training: 4
Spin classes: 2
Pool Swims: 4
Maintenance Runs: 7
Ocean Swims: 3


Four feet visibility. Chilly. Late in the day, coming back against a setting sun with my goggles leaking the whole way... and that's all I have to say about that. 1/2 mile.